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actually i don't really have any idea to wrote on this blog..

when i got some issue that suitable to share, unfortunately i was not sitting in front of my lap top.

so, the idea just blow a way.. i'm sorry

then, this entry i just want to share my feeling that was not good at all.. pity me..

lately so many thing happen in my life and it was really miserable..

until i can't focus on my work...

sometime i was wondering why should i face all this?? why i???

i'm not that strong enough to settle or going through...

what can i do just cry, cry and cry until i don't know when i can stop crying...

to my big brother: be strong ok... don't lose hope of ALLAH swt.. believe that everything happen for a reason.. this might be a good sign that will come in future in sha allah.. just be patience..

to my sister: if he is belongs to you, one day he will came back in your life.. if not, ALLAH will replace with a better one.. believe in ALLAH, HE will not let his slave to live a alone.. 

to myself: take all this problem as a bullet to shot for a better life in future.. be patience as well.. past is past. the most important thing is FUTURE..  be strong, don't easily give up.. believe in ALLAH and karma too..

to him: please go away in my life.. you are my history and i don't want to repeat the history again and again.

it HURT SO MUCH... thanks to came in my life and give a BEST LESSON as well. no one can give it as you give. hope you will get the best and better life as you wish with your lovely wife..